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It is so funny where I find myself now--imagining what those healthy, miniscule sperm look like. When I close my eyes, the knowledge I have gained today helps to create the most hopeful image I have had in a great while! I have no idea what healthy sperm look like, I have no idea if this picture is of healthy sperm, or unhealthy sperm. But, at this moment, I do think it is one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen. How did I get here? --staring at pictures of sperm on the screen with a stupid smile on my face. My mom cries at countless commercials, I cry at pictures of sperm! Unbelievable!
At 11dpo with a usual 14 day lp, I will be able to start my own blood work early next week. That is, unless I am pregnant (enter the relentless element of hope). I don't expect to be so, but I do expect to be sore from needles come early next week!
It is so funny how I come to an internet site anyone in the world could read and share such intimate and even embarrassing details, but, so be it. I feel like shouting this from the rooftops--something I of course, could never do. But I can shout it out here to this wonderful community! Thanks for listening!